Life can be sweet,and it can be complicated..for me where i am now..my view of life is that its hard..๐ .i remember being told hii” maisha ni hard mummy”..(she used to call me mum or mummy..๐ฅฐ๐)but i never really saw or believed it,until when my mom Passed Away๐ญ….she left me all alone in this world…thinking about her makes me sad..๐…but anyways now i can say life is f**ing hard People…….
You could be going to work,or school or have a very busy schedule but still feel empty or unfulfilled……. imean how many people can relate to this…??or probably its just me…or it the trauma of going through a Loss that makes someone feel empty inside sometimes…we all know how Moms are very important to us…just take a minute and imagine your life without your Mom……….Yeah!!..i know right.๐
well..for those who are like me..with no moms..we’ve felt the pain..sometimes i feel like i can never heal from that loss.. and losing her it hit me so bad.. being the only child and all..yess people..imagine that….its like your literally on your own..yani wewe ukiblander ushikwe no one is there to help you..no one feels your pain the way our mothers do..uko apo umeshikwa ati your calling your aunt or uncle..heh..utalaa ndani ata 2nights before wakuhurumie wakutoe…
Am guessing by know..yall have noticed sijtaja my dad…well its cause ….nani anaweza guess๐……………..๐…………….??HE NEVER EXSITED IN OUR LIVES..I MEAN SIMJUI..I KNOW NOTHING OF HIM..HE IS ALIVE BUT SIMJUI…my mom told me” uyo alitutoka mum”and we never spoke of him ever again
people often say “ati mtu mwenye amego through a huge loss ya wazazi sana sana wanakuanga wa cold mara hawana feelings..” i dont know about them..for some maybe it could be true…๐คbut as for me,.. am not numb or feelingless or closed off as people often say๐๐ im just a F**KING STRONG LADY cause..despite going through a major Loss am very much capable of loving someone or give someone my love..infact as i speak now am currently in a 4years relationship..he has been my rock..i definately love him๐โคโค
My life has so many ups and downs and turns…haha๐ you guys need to share,like,comment before we get in deep into my juicy Life..๐especially comments feel free to tell me your toughest life experience..
